Monday, July 26, 2004
and i feel fine
> > "It's The End Of The World As We Know It" R.E.M
...and i feel fine
the stars shall bring me rain
no not a tempest specialty
show me your power, to the lens with yours
to better project your please
there's a biological trigger at certain frequencies
three passengers with brights flash at the moment you strike
can reverse engineer it with trials
reproduce it hollywood style
a fictional backlash against a chosen few
by an organized church with a gun in every pew
now what is all this leading to?
a story which is only almost new
the handshake injects
dmso and sweat
and whatever your nanoneedles choose to share
can a virus get along well in there?
and a senator frowns as he turns down his missiles
finding a cure for his cancer comes first
he shook some hands, pressed some flesh to gain office
now he owes the national debt - thus cursed
and a communist christian sets a province aflame
says the only thing certain is "god has no name"
the workers and shirkers by this both abide
in double bind be faithful or try
on religion
and i just shook hands with the head of the firm
the grip swift and vigilantly sure
i then met his eye with my trained attention
and the smile for which there's no cure
SIS
somewhere in the suburbs someone remembered to be sane
no they're not broadcasting madness, just being themselves
it's time to tear the cancer off - it's someone else's shame
the laws refect the genome, and you're not the same
somewhere in the suburbs lies the queen of the delta
in doesn't matter which city, and neither to her
they're going to speak freely, the radio is open
it's time to stop hiding and let's start to cope
we televise our ignorance with institutionalized lies
somehow the boxer from britain got precious
somehow we all know who the real letch is
somewhere a mind reader just said eureka
and privacy's out with the news
you said hello to my firewall, now build one too
just lie back and it comes through
i took the telegram from heaven in a liverspotted hand
i brushed my thinning hair back, picked out sand
perhaps this prolongs the measure - never sure
these seamonsters love this final act
and have never bourne a thought it might be rewritten
time i've hinted - fell to us everywhen, it's how we are
i'm positively cross there's not a she but sees only needs
unless life rescinds a visa - thus purity and crucifixion on the 3/4 cross
positively true
how do?
Blame's four fingered salute...
Blame
you so obviously need a sexual nigger
someone on whom to lay all the blame
for every little feeling you have deep inside
you always point the finger at your own true shame
let me be your sexual nigger for you ladies
i'm all the men that hurt you, every dirty little look
you can't recognize that which isn't within you
her feelings disproportionate, with prejudice she shook
inside you know the truth of youthful obsolescence
you know the real numbers, you remember those days
you know the wasted time, all those years denied your lives
and now you know the tragedy which we've all made of our lies
i want to be your sexual nigger darling
i haven't done a thing but i'm sure clear about my thoughts
you're the ones who suffer with this angry disease
as the twig was bent you simply think as you were taught
you can't see outside your little wave of twenty years
you haven't looked at history, or just the recent past
you're someone else's puppet for all your righteous rage
you simply need a victim, that's the only truth that lasts
i'm your new persecutable, your new faggot, your new jew
i'm your sexual nigger cause it's my heart that's turned black
get the rope, fire the ovens, are the cattle trucks ready?
some of us will tell the truth, now there's no turning back
& you know that i'm brave enuff to call it like it is
you know i'm everyman, with you from cradle to grave
you know the cure, that which you want so badly
just leave us alone, we've got a world to save
AdaMinisteRater - \etc\passwd that mofo
when the moon moves, the water follows
dontchya know that's a lot to swallow
the comet misses, but the gravity well
might just show us a little bit of hell
when i'm awake i can cut the connections
you can see but you can't feel
tell me something my sovereign saviour,
does a numb life make it less real?
F.U.Q. Frequently Unanswered Questions
use of translators as proxiesbam- galleries open samples,
403 on ambzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
gotta keep us free u fuckers
hey time differential isnt significant
&all they see IS ONE choice
it's tragically funny
either a symptom of repression or a new caste system of intellect is emerging
if the map is not the territory, how is the person the media?
you cant be a potter and not get your hands dirty
hey all you braindead flatland weasels!
never mind that - this is a global phenomenon
the subtexts are hilarious once you have this key
yes there are liberated christians who 'got it'
and they are still trying to ameliorate, to ask their saviour to meet them halfway
he won't but i know someone who will ;-)
that's why there are floods
to wipe out flatlanders
hallejlujah
correspondence recycled - whee
a crazy way of talking, to invoke the ancestors with the arena engulfed
but how else can fate play handball with itself
if gender had agenda then disdain might provoke an understain of these proceedings
sorry not to interlace our interactions direvtly
but anythimg
thus the advice to buy a virtual machine - on all planes
most, rather
more sophisticated than the average death threat is relegated to some antique dispatch
it's hiatus
still some despise me in proportion to their individual contortions
dont lie to me
it's some unseen sociopolitical assymetry
arbitrary
and the adjuged has no voice, no dispute
most any claim
who can share their visions but those to bloody blame
who can cry for justice as shame
let him who can articulate the blame
cry my name
take it to heart as sanctified
oya
wuzmanim?
acting like a character in a dream
its how you fit in
it's not a philosophical abstract imperative
if you do you can coexist in an imagined psycho-society where packets of neurocodes are shuttled along by many and varied imperatives
and lose too
i'm sorry i must have dropped the ball too close to the keyboard
we'll resume this dialogue after minor lacerations
Thirteen Coins
thirteen coins enchanted have i
to pass among the good and young
when the call is cast - they shall destroy the past
and to the future of their faith be as heroes sung
the round shall teach, the crooked cut
the love they serve - to expose the lies
the word they learn - it is the truth at last
they shall break the chains and with mercy fly
the crown is there for all to see
a king we need, if it's to flood
yes the spell is real - thus dark the deal
this money was minted in suffering and blood
i stand here accused of most everything
having done nothing is in fact my crime
i draw darkness, expose the wolves in the flock
a ticking heart to tell the bomb's on time
these are souls who have been taught the hate
but refuse to embrace such a simple creed
they know that for the old it may be too late
they shall never sow these bitter seeds
"he's only given twelve," they say
every single wave will cross this sea
i smile from there beyond the door
she knows the thirteenth coin is me
Philephile
Yet have I to meet this rarest of the beasts
Ever poised and ready for his glistening feast
Whatever gets you off
Is how he gets it it on
It’s the balm his conscience uses
On his sore repressed queened pawn
What do you love, well he’ll decide
It’s true: he simply HAS to know
On his knees to see your needs
Like some daily picture show
Masked in pompous rhetoric
A peeping tom to save the world
Casting judgements, dim aspersions
Self righteous epithets to hurl
It is merely power that he seeks
It seems his heart has sprung a leak
If mere knowledge is his throne
At last the knower now is known
Philephile thus deep intrigued by all you see
Little but pity do I feel
Surely thou art lonelier than me
Monday, July 19, 2004
kniebolo
i saw your humble renaissance
far back when you'd contrived
this plan to build a better man
now the afterbirth's arrived
the artifice within your warmth
i could not decry those lies
or the love that made it real to me
as it quiet, waved goodbye
i've gone this road before, my star
i followed all through the night
and as the dawn broke everywhere
my heart regained it's sight
he who loveth spring,
he also loves the fall
he who loves but summer
perhaps he loveth not at all
i bid you count each moment now
in shallow pools ripples soon fade
i shall bear aloft pain's candle bright
o'er paradise betrayed
Saturday, July 17, 2004
is youth synonymous with folly? she yet has my heart.
when young i was an open fool
quite plain for all to see
with arrant rage, i waxed falsely sage
wore airs of mystery
time has stripped me of these visas
thrown open all my windows wide
on my barren walls, in my empty halls
still exists some humble place to hide
what age has next to confiscate
is your soft weak quivering jewel
i've played my part, time harvests hearts
and then i die, again a fool
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
subcultures
the only reason an ape joins a subculture is because he is creating an emotional commodity out of conformity. he will eventually sell out. i suppose we all will if the price is right.
the trick is making society pay. like, dig?
inet
my connection still works yay!
thought it was off - one light on the modem et al
http://www.deccanherald.com/deccanherald/jan082004/metro4.asp
found this on the web
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Sanitea
I was born on a Saturday night
Somewhere between the seconds really
I couldnt give you a time but it sure was late
I'd love to make you nervous, but I'm really in the band
I'd love to mislead you, but I'm only busy with my hand
I got the whole canary yellow jacket hand me down
But I don't need to be an old man afraid of crowns
A push into the darkness, I have a little light
I sing into the morning, I cultivate my sight
I was born again in the place between dreams
I guess I just lay there and found an old religion
I can't really talk about it but it's love
Ever met someone who could give you directions?
Death is where we're headed
We're almost in the soup you know, the melting pot's aboil
We lance our hearts with moral spears, a little mortal toil
Did Shakespeare shuffle off to wind his backwards clock again?
Turn the keys and you will oddly be
a little looser in your coil my friend
Free my opinion of you I'm sorry that I had it
Let me see the person that I may have once ignored
Listen to my rhetoric thus neatly timed - imperfect rhymed
Then send me a singing telegram if you find that you're still bored
I now teach by example and you've forced me to this throne
Perhaps this will explain to you why I rarely answer phones
I am the courtier of a goddess, I have never lost this cause
If you think I'll chase the flesh around, then an empathetic pause
I'll be the last one waiting if it's Thanksgiving when you call
I'll be the first dead pumpkin pie at Cinderella's ball
I've stepped into the wilderness, I've steeped this crazy tea
Now give me a burning bush damn soon, this to help me see
Hint: Diplomatic passports don't mean you have to be nice :-)
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
memory and mind
man is a creature of memory
love's but the craft of a meaningful past
these empty pages now tattered, set free
this razor cuts gently, still out they are cast
i must hence live twice unfulfilled
to send you these empty days
the temple to build, it's windows to gild
losing the path, finding the way
i've wept and i've wondered at all of these thoughts
the hopes reinvented, the means redefined
love given cannot be borrowed or bought
for man is a creature of mind
